Privileged

Today was a hot and cold day for me. My mood went just like that. I was very happy during the morning, then my mood went down significantly till anger. I got summoned for illegal parking & I was so tired at that time.

It's okay then... Went back and got nag by parents again. Haiz... Why do you summon me! I'm so innocent =(

I finally did my homework after 2 years of "no homework at home" since high school. Haha! My friend, Sarah Loke actually forced me to do my homework while I asked her to chill and relax and enjoy 1st. LOL! So I sat quietly and do my math and econs. Vincent was awesome at that time. =D

Finally... My car has been fixed and I hope there won't be anymore trouble for me and my family anymore. It has been a big commitment for that.

CNY is up close and I would love to celebrate it. Time flies and I'm already in college and I still remembered the moment I celebrate CNY last year. It's just staggering.

I also found my classmate increasingly fun and cool. They're just not like those backstabbers and I hope there aren't any of them in my class. Lecturers were also great, they did their job pretty well but I got really bored with maths. Maybe of the phobia I faced during high school on Add maths. Haha!

Aiks... It's like 10pm & I'll have to go to bed now! Tomorrow would be another 12 hour in college.

Sometimes I think we're alone in the universe, and sometimes I think we're not. In either case the idea is quite staggering.



-Qin-

College Life

Ring!!! It's 6am... Ready up. Pack my bag, eat my breakfast, wait for Wen Shen & Melissa then took off at 6.35am and speed 120kmph all the way using Kesas .
Reach college at 6.50am.

Went to library and enjoy the facility. Indeed a good one. Time pass very fast and in a flash. It's 8am.

Start off my class very well and have lots of fun with my mates except the air-cond dripped water droplets on my table every minutes...

Lecturer Theatre 5 and it was chaos. It's burning like hell and you'll just sit there quietly and enjoy the pain. =.=!!

I love all my lecturers. Seriously! They are cool and awesome. They have their own personality & characteristic. They are absolute brilliant. I just couldn't find a negative thing about them. They speaks well and never bias.

Yeah! I'm appointed as an "ASS", which is the assistant class rep. Cool huh? I just don't know. Haha!

Am now in my room relaxing and gotta study my notes as there'll be a Q&A session. Tomorrow class will end at 6pm. Criminal prevention skill? Am looking forward to it.

The miracle is not that we do this work, but that we are happy to do it.



-Qin-

Hectic

As you can see I used to update my blog every 2 days and now... I'm too busy with my life. Seriously 0 time for other stuffs although there's no assignments yet. @@!!

A quick review about today. Went to College and intro myself as so-called Pepsi. My classmates laugh about it but they respect it in the end. Ima be a class rep too. No comment for that. I also get to know more of them and I start to love my class.

Went to Sunway's Canton-i for lunch and we went home just for that. So funny... You called this got life or lifeless? Haha~ Who cares.

I've been assigned to download the subjects online in Taylor's portal to study during this weekend but I couldn't sign in at all. OMG!

Toodles people... Seriously have to take some nap now. Need to sleep and will have 2 futsal games tomorrow. Bye!

I don't think we realise just how fast we go until you stop for a minute and realise just how loud and how hectic your life is, and how easily distracted you can get.


-Qin-

Hush Rush

It will be a short post, in a rush.

Am very sorry for not uploading for the past 4 days.
Am busy with all my packed schedules.
Am hoping to have more time.
Am going to college tomorrow.
Am have to pack my room.
Am have to finish my assignment.
Am have to stop procrastinate.

Good athletes practice until they get it right, great athletes practice until they never get it wrong.



-Qin-

Guai Zai

Trying some new fashion, bringing some uniqueness, getting some inspiration.
Isn't this all about us?

Conversation with my pal, Yue in Wong Kok, chinese restaurant in Pavillion.
Me: This restaurant is so inefficient.
Yue: Is like that one lo.

Me: Look... Why are these 20++yo people doing waiter in this restaurant. Don't they have their dreams and wanted to be successful and look for more income instead of this?
Yue: You think everyone like you one meh. If everything goes according to you. Then who work this kind of jobs?
Me: Here comes the robots.

Hope you get what the conversation is all about.
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-Do you care too much or too less?
Sometimes I really wondered.
-What possession is within you?
Sometimes I wondered.
-What do you really want?
Sometimes I doubt.
-What is your passion?
Sometimes I'm lost.
-What is the aspiration you're looking for?
Sometimes I never think about it.
-Do you think you'll be successful without knowing the next step of yours?
Sometimes I just don't care.
-If you don't care, would it possible for you to be a higher-end person?
Sometimes it just make sense.

Try to ask yourself, sit tightly and think. This is just the beginning.
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Enough of those, let's talk about what happened to me. Interested? Haha...
Lets start off with yesterday. Went to Uniqlo situated in Pavillion and bought 3 pair of socks which is used for sneakers. Needed it for college, 19th Jan. @@!!
Was damn tired when watching FASTER in the cinema.
Went home and straight away sleep on the sofa without bathing for 12hours.
Woke up for breakfast and bath then i continued to sleep for another 8hours.
12+8 is 20 = lifeless.
LOL! I couldn't describe it and my friend just said I'm lifeless.
Guess so?
I've not been a vampire roaming the streets for 3 days.
Good yeah?
Am ready up for my college life. Wondered why ppl short form it to coll for college. Zzz!
Sorry if you really use it.

Went dinner with my family in Damansara.
Looking for American Cuisine.
Ordered sirloin steak which is the most expensive part of the beef.
*got influenced by watching MasterChef
It's okay okay for me, not as expected from the show. Haha~
Kinda rough inside.
You guys can try it out next time you go for steak.

I'm going to Kuantan tomorrow to attending wedding. Wouldn't be onlining for 2 days.
I'll update a.s.a.p...
Haha! No night life for my friends. I'm out! at least for a while.

Will be back for tools and a hairdresser.

I've also been addressed to read this book.

Guess it would be cool.

Great achievement is usually born of great sacrifice, and is never the result of selfishness.



-Qin-

Depiscable Me

I've decided to leave the least meaningful for the meaningful things.

There's much more to do in my life.
Why stop here & seek for so much entertainment?
Non of it will bring fortune to you.
Wannabe someone who can dominate.
Whereby everyone knows your quality.
Be someone who puts his work at 1st.
There's always time for other stuffs.
This guys really inspired me.



Jose Mourinho.

Spent 6min on this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFEheq0yZr0&feature=related

See how the fans respect him and what happiness he brought for others.

I wouldn't say that he's a humble guy.
But he proves his worth.
Someone like him would be cool.
There's a lot of negative feedback about him.
Why bother? When you've the worth.
He's the best soccer manager currently on earth.
You guys can check him out in wikipedia.
He does his job right and he gets to celebrate his success.
People loves him & people hates him.
That's just a normal human life.
Jealous & envy took part of our brain.
It just depends whether you want to improve so you don't feel jealous
or
stay back and continue harass that person.
Why gossip?
Improve yourself then people will look back at you.
Don't ya think so?
They'll say:"That fella is coming up, beware!"
You make people aware of your presence other than a puny person.
So...
It's your choice.
Ima buck up from now on and change my life.
So do you,
I can't wait to see you moving onto another
LEVEL!

Do not think of knocking out another person's brains because he differs in opinion from you. It would be as rational to knock yourself on the head because you differ from yourself ten years ago.



-Qin-

Bash em' up

Feel energized and hyped today after sleeping for 8hours from 5am-2pm. Skipped breakfast and lunch... Geez!
But there's a reason for that. Haha^^
I went to Shabu-Shabu with my high school mates. Ate for 150minutes. So full! Off limit~
It was a great gathering after able to gossip & chit-chat about what had happened for the past few days. Lol!
Everything was plain crap.
After the meal~ I had to go for futsal game at 11pm. @@!!
Indeed I couldn't run much & I almost vomit... Couldn't breath with a heavy belly. Haha...
But I still maintain my standard and won most of the games.
Kingstay!
I also injured my body badly... Got sandwiched and pushed. Argh! My knee bleeds & blue-black altogether. Tomorrow still need to go Uniqlo & futsal again.
How wish I got more time to spent. In the other hand, wanted to start college a.s.a.p but I haven clean my room yet. There's still books at every corner. =.=!!
Yesterday went Lucky [A typical snooker game] with my pals and lost RM30.
God Damn It!!!
Never ever do anything when you're tired. Just get a sleep and wait for next day because you couldn't concentrate nor make your decisions right when you're tired and sleepy.
Don't say I didn't warned you.

Our world is owned by human & there are so many different type of personalities within them.
Every wondered how interesting would it be to know every single of it?
Knew how to deal with them & know their pros & cons.
Simply amazing.
Just be aware of your friends. Make sure you're on the right company.
Get friends who can help you when you're in trouble.
Get friends who can stand by your side even you're wrong.
Get friends who will guide and bring you to be someone successful.
Get friends who could give you a mindset of ambition.
Then you'll succeed and be someone pleasant.

A man's growth is seen in the successive choirs of his friends.



-Qin-

...Lifeless

9 more days before my college life starts.
Things to do:

-Get a haircut & probably dye it.
-Clean my room and trash all the old books.
-Get myself some clothes and tools for college.
-Finish all my assignment.
-Find out which Sony phone best for my mom's b'day present.
-Practice to sleep early and start some workout.
-Go for movie before I've no time for it.
-Perhaps, a few more futsal games.
-Enjoy myself to the max.
-Stopped myself from being a vampire.
-Be an all-rounder.

That's it!



-Qin-

Fanaticism

It was a boring day for me today, slept for 12hour... Lifeless but awesome. Living a life of lotus eater is awesome but never satisfy a person like me.
Life without ambition is plain shit.
Life without aim is plain crap.
Life without dream is plain useless.
Life without worries is plain dull.
Life without commitment is plain bored.
Life is never challenging being a lotus eater.

Went to club to celebrate Mel's birthday was a whole new experience for me. Started off hating that place because they blast the song until you feel the pain in your eardrum. But it's a different story when you started following the beat of the song. That club was no fun at all. It's just too normal. Small dance floor and no one is dancing. @.@!!

Today!
I learnt to appreciate.
I learnt to respect.
I learnt to be humble.
I learnt to advice.
I learnt to look at different perspective.
I learnt to feel what others feel.
I learnt to listen.
I learnt to accept.
I learnt to be generous.

Everything that happened today really gave me a wake up call on what's happening in my surrounding. I'm gonna take it as a lesson and give the best of me.
Love everything that goes to you. Appreciate and be sincere.

The worst vice of a fanatic is his sincerity.



-Qin-

Icy World

Today is one freaking cold day... Whole day raining and the temperature is so low. Someone thin like me wouldn't able to withstand it.

I've been shivering whole day and am so cold.
I need sunlight to brighten up my day. How wish there's heater in my house. xD

How would the earth end? Icy cold or flaming hot? I would choose icy cold, where everyone will just fall asleep and never wake up. Better than burn & hot till die. @@!!

Played futsal with my cousin in Cheras area. I really don't know those places... I don't even know got such places & I started to dislike driving. Nothing fun at all when everyday is having congestion. So boring and tiring...

I also learnt to play Lucky yesterday with Wen Shen & Shu Wai. Guess what? I won... Wen Shen have to pay so much.... =X

1 more week and am gonna start college. Woots! It's gonna be my super saving year. Gonna start being thrifty and spend wisely. Err~ I mean after CNY... Haha! Gotta buy shirt 1st to prepare for college. How would my life change when I entered college? Party? Lazy? Nerd? Playboy? No doubt I know what I'm gonna be, I'll just treat everyone the same & always humble.

After two world wars, the collapse of fascism, nazism, communism and colonialism and the end of the cold war, humanity has entered a new phase of its history.



-Qin-

Ambitious?

Sorry for the late update. I was busy these few days. I'm also unsure why I'm so busy. Overall, I make it through everything nicely. Life haven't change much, as usual being a zombie everyday. I went to the snooker place in Sri Petaling so often. The price is still cheap and affordable. Is on discount, 50%. The workers there already recognise me. LoL!

Today, which is Wednesday, was a great day. Woke up early in the morning and went to Bangsar Village with my brother. I drove manual & I'm still kinda suck with it. @@!! Met his boss & he's the director of MoneyTree~ a company which develop entrepreneur. Woots! I'm so looking forward to be one of them. Stop hanging and fooling around mates. It's really time to think for the future. We should have ambition and ask yourself what's your ambition? Which specific field and what job you gonna get. When there's a will, there's a way. A person who is successful has a lot, I mean a lot & huge different with normal people surrounding us. The way they speak and act is totally different. They're no nerds, they really present themselves well.

He told me a fact that money is important in live, without money, nothing will work. Those people who say that have a house and being poor would be okay as long they are happy. He said that they are not happy, they are just forcing themselves to adapt it. $$ is important but never let it to mislead you.

A person who is highly educated has a big difference compare to normal us. We should learn and start ahead. If you say you don't know what you gonna do now. I wouldn't see you as a successful person in the next 5-10years. That's what he said to me & I really have nuts in my brain at that moment. Freeze & speechless. People willing to work for him without pay, just like my brother... We work to learn & gain experience.

I also went to MPH and bought myself a book, Become the Person "You Have Always Wanted To Be". This book is a must buy from my recommendation because it really teaches about yourself. Basically for those who are looking for a self-improvement book which could motivate your shyness or open up the inner you. It will tells you how to reinvent yourself.

I've not been sleeping tight these few days. Insufficient rest results in death. I think I'm nearer to it. Haha... Would anyone attend my funeral when I'm gone? Bla bla bla... Forget about that, I'm gonna stay alive and make millions. I might dream and crap like a child. I'll prove it when I start my college life. No more fooling around mates. Your life is starting to be more & more interesting.

Are you ambition enough to be a dynamic person rather than the current you?

A slave has but one master. An ambition man, has as many as there are people who helped him get his fortune.



-Qin-

Reopen

Wow... Can't believe that school starts tomorrow. I haven't prepared for it, haven got my shoes ready, haven prepare my stationery, haven iron my shirt, haven buy exercise books. Wait! I'm 18 this year. There's no school for me. Haha! I just miss those time where everyone prepares for school. Tomorrow would be a buzzling day. I just want back the memories of my high school. Wear uniform, PJK period, assembly and so on... 11 years of such education is what I love but now I've grown up and I shall face new challenges, so do my friend.

Tomorrow, there are friends who will be going for National Service, there are friends who started their college, there are also friends who will be start working & I'm gonna stay at home and wait for 19th Jan. LoL!

Such a short holiday, we're now officially thorn apart where everyone busy their own and so do us. That's just life, we have to go on with it. Sooner, I'll be meeting new friends also. Haha! Hope I get to know everyone, just don't let yourself to be in a corner. Hang out, social and networking. That's what life is all about.

There are also habits I want to exclude in my 2011 life. No more zombie, no more spending mania, no more procrastinate, no more play play & the best thing I did was stopped playing video games. I've been hooking up on online games for 5 years and I can tell you the amount I spent on it is huge. You don't wanna know~

New study environment = New life. I gonna initiating my leadership skills and be more confident on myself. Let my words to gain the commanding power. Be the BOSS! ^^

A good boss makes his men realize they have more ability than they think they have so that they consistently do better work than they thought they could.



-Qin-

Party like it's 2011

Woops! It's officially 2011. Yes... Can't wait to start my new freaking life. Been fairly miserable in the last hour of 2010. Being rape by my friends in Ryan's house. Haha~ Btw... Have fun time with you guys.

There's also a fall back for the last minute of 2010 of my life. The elderly of my neighbour had went on to seek for paradise. It wouldn't be a good way to end 2010 and yesterday, I got a call from my mom that my elder cousin brother had also went to heaven after a car accident. I really felt pity for my relatives. How would New Year Eve be cheerful anymore when 31st Dec is always their anniversary. I strongly ask you guys for a favour, always think of your parents and loved ones, never upset them and never leave them. No matter what you did and do or what they said and nag, they're always there to backup you when you fall. No one leaves you behind.

Yesterday went paintball with Ryan, Billy, Bill, Vh, Nicholas, Teck Fai, Te Sheng & Zong Lin in Bukit Jalil. No doubt, my team won! Haha... Although you guys shot me in the ass. LOL! But I still get to shoot Te Sheng till blue-black. ^^~ Sorry if is pain. You SHOOT me LAR! We then went to Carrefour for lunch and that aunty who work alone in the shop has to cook for around 10 dishes. Pity her~

At night, everyone went to Ryan's house and countdown. It's a great night, we share almost our last moment with each other and we have some games on. I got gang bang and let them rape till naked. Arhh~ Damn you guys... I'll revenge. Haha!

It was a tiring day after all. Didn't saw much fireworks either.

Today went MV with Vh, Lcc, Fai and Kah Ye. Bought myself a white knit top at Armani Xchange. Really like it but it's expensive! I'm really in the situation of financial problem. LOL! How am I gonna survive like this during college. =.=!!

Tomorrow my great friend, Kelvin, will be leaving us and go for NS. I'm glad to see him participate it and hope it will help him in many ways. He'd be a better person after that. I'm waiting to see the New You! xD... Big already la, don't always small gas already. Kawan mesti main sikit, kalau sering kali mengikut peraturan untuk tutur tidak lagi dianggap sebagai kawan.

I also got a message from Wen Shen that he's joining me in Taylor's SAM for Jan intake. Yeah baby! All my friend who went to the programme chooses Science stream. Only me art... Now he's here to accompany me in college life. ^^

A whole new life is coming up for me & I'm gonna bring myself a whole new person. I will not upset anyone of you out there. I'm a good boy who treats everyone fairly, but I do bite. :) The best thing is I don't like to hate people, so everyone is my friend. Haha! Macam yes! saja. I really expect much in this year, 2011. People say don't aim or hope too much because it will only hurt you more, but I strongly disagree. Is better you bring the best of you for it rather than slowly minie steady. If you really fall hard, take it as a lesson. Stand up and face a whole new challenge again. Never afraid to try, Never afraid to be laugh, Never afraid to be under the spotlight & Never afraid to stood up for your right.

Just be cool & love youself.

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.



-Qin-